阴天

Exan is cmoming....CNS CAL coming soon......everything is not organised this time......i start to hate my self all over again......back to the wrong time again.....I miss my family and my babies in Semenyih.....when can I go back???
everything is not organised let me feel I am totally fail again.....
JOEY...pls pls be more concentrate and do what U are supposed to do.....not to play and not to think of other things anymore.....dont think dont think.......
CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE
U CAN DO IT
U CAN DO IT!!!!!!!
I MISS MY MUM

No Longer alone........

1st March 2011 - During the silent night...because of ur one sentence, we are being together.....
We both have the promise that will officially tell our friends when it is the time.....
the days followed, we are enjoying our day and time being together...
After be with u....
I know I had choosen the right one ...
and yes, u are making love u more...
8 March 2011- After 1 week...we decided to officially....
I know U dont really want it....
i also dont know what should i do....i just dont want people talked bad about me....
I being the in-considerate again><
Anyway...u are the gift that the god gave me....
i will heart u up and love u with all my love...
i did hope u are the right one and me is ur right one too^^
I enjoying listening to ur singing ....ur lame joke and ur everything....
I realised..I did love u a lot
happy being togther....
WE MUST WORK HARD TO CREATE OUR MEMORY AND PROVE THAT WE CAN BE TOGTHER without influence studies^^

原来我没有想象中的坚强
隔了四年，再次打开的心
换来是再一次的心痛
痛得毫无知觉，就不痛了.....
哭得没眼泪了，也不哭了.....
我其实好喜欢你....
第一次有想踏出第一步个勇气
但是，我学会了努力不是能得到你想要的那个
我好喜欢你， 但换来的原来是你要的只是朋友
也许我不应再次打开心
一颗紧闭的心，才不会受到任何伤害
我用一个理由去打开心，那现在也用一个理由去关闭它
伤害已造成，我不想告诉你....
这次的我，伤得好重....
复原的时间，我不懂...
你问，你还好吗？
我不懂该如何回答，因为已经通的不想再回答......
爱...对我来说是一种奢侈了.....
该好好沉淀自己.....做自己该做的事
紧闭的心，就让它继续禁闭吧.......
感谢陪了我度过伤心一刻的朋友
苑柔，记得：
不要再次打开你的心.....

the heart is just need time to recover....
yes...you can do it

Today is it a disaster for me???
Gosh...now i know that last minute study was a pain and is killing me....
Who to blame???
Is your choice right???
haiz.....hope evrything will be fine.....
tomorrow will be the last paper..
everyone gogogo...
WE CAN DO IT......
think POSITIVE......
NEGATIVE thinking please go away.....
Jiayou....
JOEY WONG....YOU CAN DO IT

STUDY...

life is not that easy as i think...
ya..i should be thankful for everything i having.....
but..
exam coming within 3 days....
i cant even finish on time.....
i feel so stress like a over stretched rubber band...
i doubt myself ....
is it i choosing the right road all the way....???
it getting tougher and tougher....
i feel not happy but just stress.....
mum called...
i said i miss them....
the word that i said when i need them to be beside me and stand with me....
mum even said...is ok if u need to resit....
just dont stress out.....
but i feel so guilty when they talked to me like this....
i know is my fault....
i hate myself....
i hate everything about myself now....
this sems is really totally disaster for me.....
i hope the time flies and end all this sooon.....
i miss you...
my family....my friends......
i want to cry....