life is not that easy as i think...
ya..i should be thankful for everything i having.....
but..
exam coming within 3 days....
i cant even finish on time.....
i feel so stress like a over stretched rubber band...
i doubt myself ....
is it i choosing the right road all the way....???
it getting tougher and tougher....
i feel not happy but just stress.....
mum called...
i said i miss them....
the word that i said when i need them to be beside me and stand with me....
mum even said...is ok if u need to resit....
just dont stress out.....
but i feel so guilty when they talked to me like this....
i know is my fault....
i hate myself....
i hate everything about myself now....
this sems is really totally disaster for me.....
i hope the time flies and end all this sooon.....
i miss you...
my family....my friends......
i want to cry....

Forget you...forgive you and will pull you out of my life from tonight....
treating someone good means sticking???
how good is the definition...
i dont know whats wrong...maybe the problem come from myself...
i should not do this all.....

You will regret and pay for it....i know...
Tomorrow will be a new life for me...i know that..
sorry disturb you ....
everyone have own life...
so u can fuck off from my life...
bye bye.....


i will find my way out and enjoy my life without you...